Sunday, December 27, 2009

Puisi yg tidak bertajuk..

Kau semakin jauh pergi
Bukan lagi seperti yg aku kenali
Ketawa manja mengusik mesra

Kau semakin jauh berbeza kini
Bukan lagi penunggu hati
Di taman abadi
Tapi membiarkan aku kini berkarat sepi

Kau mungkin sudah bertukar ganti
Dan aku bukan lagi
Orang yg kau kasihi
Dan mungkin juga bukan lagi org yg kau kenali

Aku ingin berlalu pergi
Membawa hati pedih sekali
Dan tak ingin menoleh kembali
Pada setiap cetusan hati kita rasai
Coretan kanvas yg dikongsi
Biar saja di laluan sepi
Lambat laun akan hilang pergi...
Walau sakit di hati
Tapi kenangan tetap dihargai...

p.s. ramai yg bertnya apa cerita di sebalik puisi yg tidak bertajuk ini..sebenarnya idea menulis puisi ini tercetus bila mendapat berita tentang bekas2 student saya berkawin, bekerja dan sbgainya. Ada juga student yg dulunya tahun satu dan menganjak ke tahun dua yg mana sya tidak lagi mengajar mereka. Mereka ini selalu menghubungi dan menziarahi saya pada satu ketika dahulu... Tak kurang juga yg suka mengusik dan membuat lawak dgn saya.. tapi dek kesibukan tugas, hidup baru, kesibukan belajar..mereka tidak lagi menghubungi saya..malah ada yg buat2 tak kenal lagi dgn saya.. Puisi ni hanya secara umum..apa2 pun saya tetap menghargai setiap kenangan bersama mereka.. Buat mereka yg masih setia..anda andalah satu dalam sejuta..kasih sayang dan ingatan anda kepada saya tidak bermusim..tetapi abadi..terimakasih.

Friday, December 25, 2009

I am back!

Alhamdulillah, I am back to Malaysia. Thanks to Almighty Allah S W T for giving me a chance to come home and reunited with my family.
Actually when I left home, I have in my mind 50-50 chance of coming back. I thought I may have died in Macca or Madinah or along the way..
How to start this entry? I have no idea at all..I mean the idea on how start. I have a lot of things to share while I was there..Some of them are up close and personal and some of them are shareable.
Let me just say one thing when I am back here, I thought I am going to have a jet lag since the time difference between Malaysia and Saudi are 5 hours. But alhamdulillah..It did not happen. Why? thanks to my sisters, my uncle and aunty who kept my busy until evening.. I was supposed to sleep at the day time since in Saudi was still in the morning. But I beat my sleepy and forced myself to stay awake even at 11pm. Well, during the 8 hour flight from Jeddah to KL, I did not sleep at all. Just tidur2 ayam. The anticipation of seeing my family is irresistible. Then at 12 am, I began to feel so so sleepy and the moment i put my head on my missing-favourite pillow..I was gone..he he.. I woke up as usual and behaved like any Malaysians throuhout the day until today.
The first thing my youngest asked me to do was to fry him some nuggets..This is better than asking me to prepare for him home made nuggets.